my grandpa....

hmmm...

wanted to visit my grandpa on 8th august... but... i failed to go...
he was hospitalised on that day.. and still not yet been warded.. thus, i did not go also.
planned to bring grandma there on the monday which is a public holiday.
but planned was not supposed to be as it is.

he left us at afternoon 12+ at the hospital ward. on national day... 9th august...
i remember i was at serangoon... after having my lunch and viewing the parrots...
on the way back to my bike going back... at 2+ pm ..
my mum called me...
rushed down to tpy...
initialli no one dare to tell my grandma..
so they ask my bishan auntie to tell her.

i think my grandma was surprised why everyone went down even my mum.

initialli she does not understand. cox my auntie told her "guan yin has bring my grandpa away"
As this national day was the day of the guan yin birthday also.

i was walking around at home. till suddenli.. i see her breaking down.

it hurts. everyone.

well...

went to block 78A.. everything was set up.
waiting for my grandpa to arrive.
it lasted for 5 days.

my grandma went down everyday...

stayed there everynight...

including some mahjong sessions with my cousins... to stay for the night....

ok.. i lost every night.

ling accompany me for the days...

thanks iris, catherine, hsing chieh, joline, zhen ru, hui xian, roy, alfredo, and my boss louis who came down... including darlin dad and mum..

the last day was the most heart wrenching. seeing him pushed into the cremenation at guang ming shan.

currently, his tablet was place there.

heard that my mum wanna make a trip to china.. "hai nan dao".. where my grandpa ancester is.. to place together with them also.. no more stories from him... wonder is "li bai" the poet his ancester.. cox he told me long long ago... and the stories from world war 1 and 2... how his brother was killed by the japs... etc etc...

thinking back... without him and grandma.. i would not be standing here..

since my kindergarden time..
to my primary school time..
they are bringing me through and fro from sch...
taking care of me.. every day...
giving me money when i already have.. or when i dun have...

when hes 70++ he still go china alone.. bringing back so many stuff for us...
taking train to bugis everyday... for mahjong session... hur hur.. i went once with him...

till his old... he still wanna went down by himself..

my uncle they send him to nightingle home... cox he finds that my grandpa needs nurse to be there. in case he fell down again at home and only my grandma is around.

hes not at home for nearly a year...

the last visit to him was one week ago.. with my 3rd aunt and grandma...
my grandpa suddenli ask for "roast pork".. but we nv thought of buying as he could not consume any food for the past months...

really hope that he will be happy and will be peaceful in heaven...
better than suffering in this world.

hope everything is fine for him.

he will be badly missed...

thus.. do wad u wanna do before u regret that u cant do that much...

there is always a saying..

parent can feed many child..
but..
this many child cannot even feed their parents...

its so true..